A few months ago I broke up with my boyfriend because I'd met someone else I liked and thought I'd stopped loving my boyfriend. I'd also kissed the guy I liked the day before we broke up. I also wanted a bit of adventure in my life and to date a few people and go out more. Now I had all that for a few weeks after breaking up with him - he was in love with me and always wanting me back and I had lots of friends and dates. Then he meets another girl and gets a crush on her and starts acting like a douche to me, and doesn't love me any more. Now it's all I can think of and I can't bare the thought of not being with him, but the rest of my life I have everything I thought I wanted. I don't get why I'm feeling like this because I was sure I didn't love him any more, is it possible that I do and always had?