first just do not let ur heart off at any cost. to be sure at the end of my engineering i has 32 papers to complete. but now i am working good and settled well.
this happens in many cases and it is not that u should go to college immediately aftr studies.
i had a year in between my school and college as my scores were down as u say.
the thing that i want u to understand is if u let ur heart down then u cant make ur mind to think upwards. it too thinks low.
so make ur heart tight.
just think everuthing is to find the hidden talent inside u.
as said by most of the people there are talents in many people.
some come to know and win.
some come to know but dont have a stage to win.
some do not know and do not win.
in the above three where do u stand.
i dont know that ur mother talks to u about this or not.
but i sugges u to talk to ur mom.
just ask her what is the thing she feels differnt in u.
more than going to a therapist and they analysing u, u analyse urself.
find what hot stuff u have burning inside u.
take it out. make it out.
who can do if at all u do it?
put this into ur mind.
just u know something the best way to problem is to solve it.
just u created the problem.
messing up with ur grade points.
it has been over and u cannot go back.
so u should think about what u shoud do.
i do not know what country u r in and what are the educational system u follow there.
but there are nothing to be stopped and get stopped.
everything that ends has a beggining.
so u think about urself first.
make what is good in u.
make it out.
it is not that u can get a name only if u r inside a college.
so make sure where u are in ur problem.
and try to solve it by urs.
coz the papers in the exam should be filled only by urself and none can be into it.
sorry if this was too too long.
can ask me if u need anymore help